i hate the time change. it's totally messing with me. i mean, one hour less of sleep. don't they know how precious sleep is to me and how much i look forward to the time i get to sleep?? gosh.... oh well i guess i'll be ok with it tomorrow but as of right now, i'm venting. the time change would have been ok if i hadn't had soooo much work that i had to do today. it's crunch time and right now i'm trying to pull out good grades for this semester. sometimes i feel that no matter how hard i try, i will still be average (at school that is.)
on a happier note, the pirate party last night kicked ass. i had soooo much fun eventhough i didn't drink. kudos to me. i got to drive shelby's car instead which was awesome b/c i love driving and not having a car this year has sucked. :( you never know how much you depend on something until the priviledge is taken away from you. BUT back to the pirate festivities. i was really proud and stunned at how seriously everyone dressed up for our little party. i think that shelby and i looked very pretty in our wench costumes. :) homer really went all out with the alcohol as well. i mean rum, and grog. what the heck is grog? i didn't have any but it did not smell good. i don't know how people were drinking that stuff but i guess that can be said about any alcohol. there's a picture up there with some pirate folk in it that i thought would be cool. i hope that it posts correctly. i'm new at this after all.
tonight i watched "grey's anatomy" and it is quickly becoming my favorite show. there is something about medical shows that i just can't get enough of. it brought me back to my week at medical camp or NYLF if you will. that whole experience changed my whole outlook on medicine and sometimes i wish that i weren't lazy and actually cared enough to make straight a's and apply to medical school, but i'm a slacker and medical school is not my goal right now. i think that i would enjoy being a doctor but at the same time, i think i would absolutely LOATHE the path to get there. i can't get excited about a 7 year residency where you don't get paid and are learning your "craft." i know when you look at the bigger picture, 15 years of school to learn a profession that you will do the rest of your life seems like a very small fraction of your life. too bad it intimidates me and also scares the shit out of me. it makes me sad to think that i'll never get to work on a cadaver but that makes most people sick so please don't think that i'm weird or something b/c of that. :) i'm intrigued.
i should get back to studying and reading my book for history class. woohoo. yay for learning.
yarrrrrr....
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