up late...

so it's really late and i'm still up. i'm normally in my bed by this time dreaming about a handsome prince that comes to rescue me from my mundane life of being a college student. actually my life isn't too mundane. it has its perks and its moments of grandeur. oh yes. such moments would include my first football game, the rose bowl trip, posse, and many other little things. so for those of you that do not know, i took my pharmacy technician certification test over spring break. it's so i can be paid like 12 dollars an hour instead of 6.50. i'm actually going to try and work over the summer which will be new for me b/c i've never had to apply for a job in my life. it should be interesting that's all i'm saying. damn. matt wertz is playing in austin on friday and i really want to go but everyone has something. :( the normal matt wertz fanatics are going to be at younglife getting placed at their high schools so that they can educate austin's teenagers on jesus' love. :) happy times. i wish that i could have done younglife. i miss you guys. AND shelby has stuff to do. :( maybe i need to find another new friend that likes good music to go with. OH MAN. i just got an idea on who i could go with. brilliant. i think minesweeper needs to be taken off of my computer in order for me to live a normal interactive life. i'm totally absorbed. you know it's bad when minesweeper and tetris start appearing in your dreams. weird. here's something weird as well, today tetris DISAPPEARED from my calculator. :( that makes me sad. i must mourn my tetris. it was the only good thing about biology class. i know i'm rambling but i can't help it. i had coffee way toooooooo late for me and now i'm up and you get to read about it, that is if you are still reading this. i'm listening to coldplay right now and it makes me happy that real musician still have a chance in the music industry these days. i haven't listened to coldplay in a while so it's nice to bring them back. i love doing that. like last week i went through a dave matthews phase and it was soo refreshing. today i laid out for the first time. it was sooo hot outside and i felt my skin frying. i love that feeling. hehe. maybe i'll actually get tan this summer and actually run and stay inshape. that would be a MIRACLE. it's my goal. ok i guess that's enough random shit for the night. i hope that everyone has a happy thursday b/c i know i will. :) peace out.

some thoughts

some thoughts from my long, horrible monday....

-having a room on the east side of the bldg when the sun gets up way earlier than i would like to get up, sucks
-learning how Viagra, Cialis, and Levitra work in biology class b/c my prof is CRAZY is kinda neat
-breaking a volumetric graduated pipette is not a smart move during chem. lab
-i actually enjoy studying for my bio test, i think it's interesting. i know i'm a nerd.

here are 5 songs everyone should listen to once b/c they are awesome:

1. Until You - Dave Barnes
2. Counting to 100 - Matt Wertz
3. Southern Girl - Incubus
4. Wild Horses - Rolling Stones
5. The Luckiest - Ben Folds Five

and as a bonus My 1st Song - Jay-Z.

I like a wide variety of music.

i hope everyone's monday wasn't as long as mine was and maybe you actually got to enjoy the outdoors instead of a chemistry lab with a TA that is your typical science nerd. :)

question

Why would God make us all so different if he wanted us to be the same? - Mary from "Saved!"

a movie that makes you think and question things b/c you only learn something when you have questions about it. or at least that's what i think. and that ladies and gentlemen is my deep thought for the day.

it's raining outside...

well recently there has been a lot of drama in other people's lives that i've gotten to listen too. is it the season or something?? i think that there has been more couple drama this month than all of last semester (at least around me.) i've found it rather difficult to know what to say when someone comes to me and talks about their drama. i mean what do you say to "i think he wants to break up" or "it's really difficult to know what he's thinking b/c he doesn't express himself." do you say..."oh that sucks, you can do better." no. that's not what you say b/c chances are, she wants to be with HIM and ONLY HIM and to her, there is NOONE else in the world. rar. i don't want to look like an idiot b/c i have no clue how to respond but i also don't want to say something offensive. i'm guessing the best thing to do is to just listen and give them a hug when you think the time is right. i really should ask calvin these questions b/c he is the one person i know that has dealt with A LOT of couple drama over the years. i don't know how you do it man, but damn, you have my respect for putting up with other people's shit and keeping it to yourself for the most part. hrmm..

anyway it really sucks that it was 80 degrees and beautiful yesterday and today it's raining. :( really puts a damper on a saturday.

i'm kinda sad that i didn't go home for the weekend to spend easter with the family but at the same time i'm happy for some alone time and some much needed time with my biology and chemistry book. i have a test on tuesday and it doesn't help me that i haven't paid attention to a single lecture in that class. oh wait that's a lie. i paid attention to the lecture on sexual reproduction. not b/c sex was involved, but b/c i didn't have chemistry hw to do during it.

i kinda feel like watching "saved."

i ate at dirty's today for lunch. greasy. very greasy but also very tasty. the cheerleading championship competition was on espn and we were quite intrigued mainly by their disgusting outfits but also b/c of the cool stunts. i always wanted to be a flyer. being thrown high into the air by a huge guy would be pretty cool. unfortunately that will never happen. i missed my chance at being a cheerleader b/c i was a tom boy in my younger years. nothing but soccer shorts and t-shirts to school. wow. what a cool kid. j/k.

well i guess that's enough random thoughts from me for the day. have a wonderfully exciting saturday night!

spring time

wow spring break....just what i needed.

parts of spring break that rocked:
-going to the lake
-getting to see friends
-someone finally coming to their senses
-family time

parts that sucked:
-having a sinus infection
-studying and taking a test
-the cold
-not seeing my longhorn friends :(
-coming back to a chemistry lab write-up

oh well....i think the good outweighs the bad. :) happy times for all.

oh wow

tonight i watched "almost famous" for the first time. wow. i was really impressed. i really really liked it. it rekindled my love and respect for amazing rock music that has shaped rock music today. great bands like led zeppelin, pink floyd, the guess who, the allman brothers, the rolling stones, the who, and yes, even elton john. damn. now i've got all my classic rock queued up on itunes. i feel like i should be smokin' a joint and dancing around on my toes. what a great feeling. wow. i was just so happy that i had to write about it. much love. :-*

p.s. i wish i were as cool as kate hudson too. i love that girl.